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Aug. 4th, 2006 @ 01:33 am sweet
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Tale as old as time- Beauty and the Beast
YAY!!! 4months with the love of my life...life is truly great :-).

So comedy night was awesome, Ray's set was suprisingly strong for not intending on performing, and the adaptations were perfectly suited to the fabulous crowd. Some of the other comics were extremely funny, such as Boney, simply wow. Interesting rides to and from Easthampton to say the least, I still am curious as to what occured in my vehicle but meh some things are better left unknown.

and it is late so I am off to bed, just wanted to post and such due to lack of other things to do on the computer at 1:30 and not being tired and such.

peace all, and Kristen, I love you :-*, happy 4 months babygirl
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Jul. 20th, 2006 @ 11:12 am Yay!
Current Location: The Dining Room
Current Mood: hungryhungry
Current Music: Ambitions as a Ridah- The Immortal Tupac
For new toys and vague livejournal posts@
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May. 14th, 2006 @ 01:40 am Prom
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Cotton Eyed Joe
Simply wow, last night/tonight was shear awesomeness...Prom was off the hook and i was there with, hands down, the most beautiful girl ever. The dress was well worth the wait my love. The food and music could've been slightly better but meh they hardly matter compared to the rest of the night. Was great and so much better then my prom hehe. And now I am off to pass out because yeah i am tired.

Goodnight and peace all

love jah hun :-* hope jah had a great and fun night :-D
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Apr. 26th, 2006 @ 06:18 am For Sale by Owner
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Linkin Park - Easier to Run
You once accused me of being afraid to speak to you, now I accuse you of running and hiding.

You once said we could talk, now you hide, never having given me the chance to say goodbye.

You once said everything is forgiven after I apologied, now you condemn me for an unknown crime.

You once said it was an honor to know me, now you cannot speak my name.

You once said you weren't the type to hold a grudge, now all you harbor is hatred.

You once accused me of not valuing our friendship, now I accuse you of destroying it.

You once said you were glad it was me, now you ate me for who I am.

You once said blood is thicker then water, apparently now you have no need for blood.

You accuse me of putting a knife to your back, I challenge you to look and ask yourself: "Would I stab the back I had guarded for so long?"

You say as long as she's happy, now you cannot accept that she can be happy without you.

You once despised talking behind people's backs, now that is all you can do since you cannot face my front.

You try to twist my friends, when they have nothing to do with it, and when i had spoke no ill of you.

You did the unforgiveable, and tried to replace the blame.

You hide behind your stories, afraid to face the reality that is your life.

So, if that is how you wish to live, running, fearful, angry, and acting like a child, then enjoy your life, because that is hardly living at all.

I on the other hand enjoy my life because I have it, because it is precious, I have no fear and quite frankly am sick of these childish games.

So I invite you to speak to me whenever you finally decide to grow and mature, I am waiting, for it is a burden I can hold forever because it has no weight on me, my conciounse and heart is clear. Simply name the time and the place. And if you fear me then remove me from your life, please, and stop all the childish games you continue to play. This is no longer a game of chess, that game was finished long ago.

Until then enjoy your stories my friend.
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Mar. 15th, 2006 @ 08:02 pm For Sale by Owner
Current Mood: surprisedsurprised
Current Music: Just Can't Wait to be King -Lion King
Chea, its kinda like that
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Mar. 2nd, 2006 @ 06:19 am For Sale by Owner
Current Mood: contentAt Peace
Current Music: Turn the Page - Metallica
Another chapter has closed but the bookmark will always remain there, and you know what? I feel good about finally finishing this chapter. Now to see how the rest of the book goes.
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Feb. 27th, 2006 @ 06:04 pm For Sale by Owner
Current Mood: soresore
Current Music: All I need- The Game
Current Goals:

Pass English with an A
Pass Bakeshop with an A
Lose 20 lbs.
Clean my room and get rid of useless stuff
Win a tournament at "Thats Entertainment"
Get my new tattoo
Solve a scooby doo mystery before Mystery Inc.
Stop losing at poker

that is all
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Feb. 5th, 2006 @ 09:52 pm For Sale by Owner
this is what it is like to breath again?
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Feb. 3rd, 2006 @ 11:59 pm I live, I think?
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: Never let me down- Kanye West
We are all here for a reason on a particular path
You don't need a curriculum to know that you are part of the math
Cats think I'm delirious, but I'm so damn serious
That's why I expose my soul to the globe, the world
I'm trying to make it better for these little boys and girls
I'm not just another individual, my spirit is a part of this
That's why I get spiritual, but I get my hymns from Him
So it's not me, it's He that's lyrical
I'm not a miracle, I'm a heaven-sent instrument
My rhythmatic regimen navigates melodic notes for your soul and your mental
That's why I'm instrumental
Vibrations is what I'm into
Yeah, I need my loot by rent day
But that is not what gives me the heart of Kunte Kinte
I'm tryina give us "us free" like Cinque
I can't stop, that's why I'm hot
Determination, dedication, motivation
I'm talking to you, my many inspirations
When I say I can't, let you or self down
If I were of the highest cliff, on the highest riff
And you slipped off the side and clinched on to your life in my grip
I would never, ever let you down

And when these words are found
Let it been known that God's penmanship has been signed with a language called love
That's why my breath is felt by the deaf
And why my words are heard and confined to the ears of the blind
I, too, dream in color and in rhyme
So I guess I'm one of a kind in a full house
Cuz whenever I open my heart, my soul, or my mouth
A touch of God reigns out

I still draw breathe somehow.
Music is an interesting subject, one day a song can drag you out of the gutter and life your spirit, the next it can knock you off your pillar and bury you. I am hardly depressed or sad so I hope noone interprets this as this, I just find my own psyche interesting. I was watching clouds earlier and just smiling, it has been forever since I did something so simple and realized nature is beauty and perfection personified, everything is in its place and accepts its fate, it does not fight its destiny. Explain to me how humans have become so separated from nature, we battle our destinys and fight fate tooth and nail, everything. Perhaps sleep deprivation has made this make sense to me, but meh whatever, if anyone doesn't want to read this then thats their perogative, I speak as my thoughts flow, and with me not even knowing exactly what i speak i doubt it could be perceived by the meek.

peace all, for now and forever
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Dec. 7th, 2005 @ 06:25 am Insanity
Current Mood: crazyInsanity babay
Current Music: They're coming to take me away- Napoleon XIV
"The sanity in Chris' head goes
bye bye bye,
bye bye bye,
bye bye bye,
All through his life

The want to care is
gone gone gone
gone gone gone
gone gone gone
All through his life

His ability to think is
lost lost lost
lost lost lost
lost lost lost
Every day"

Hehe insanity is such a precious thing, don't let one moment of it escape you
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